January 18th, 2007

I have received this via email and i thought it would be nice to share it with you…


Sunday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.

Conversation wasn’t flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and upset. I asked him what was wrong - he said, “Nothing.” I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving.

I can’t explain his behavior; I don’t know why he didn’t say, “I love you, too.”

When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched T.V.; he seemed distant and upset.

Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he got up and went to sleep on the sofa. I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.

I don’t know what to do. I’m almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.

My life is a disaster.


Today, we lost the football match!

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2 Responses to “Diaries”

  1. mala2e6 Says:

    you know this happens all the time,not only between husbands and wives but on daily basis,when you think that life has turned its back at you when you think that my God why is everyone treating me this way..and you find out later on that it was something that has nothing to do with you..other people have lives to live too..the world does not revolve around you ..

  2. Wael Attili Says:

    mala2e6, that was so deep… i had this thought before, when i was at uni.. but now am cured :)

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